I've had a great time reading your website. Good stuff, all around. I esecially liked your one response:
"I can lose all my money or get no credit for inventing the personal computer that started things or many more things. But never should my ethics and moralities and principals challenged in a way to make it seem that I sold out or acted out of less honesty or just looked after my own interests or was selfish."
A very honorable and rare stance it seems, nowadays. :-/ This resonates for me, as I'm slaving away in the "ivory towers" of academia, amidst people who are driven primarily by ego and to whom the truth is mutable and stretched by careful phrasing and hand-waving. I'm certainly not as niave as when I started my PhD degree five years ago, but I'm hopeful I can emerge from this with my ideals in tact, and not having to screw someone else to finish my degree.
It's sad when so much emphasis is put on results ("publish or perish") and the desperate pace at which they much be attained. The business world can be much the same, if not worse, I know. It doesn't matter if someone is a total jerk and chews up and spits people out, if he/she can produce results and bring in the cash.
Anyway, congrats on sticking to your guns and going the direction you want to go; it's not easy at all. I hope I'll find my niche out there with a minimum of politics and conflict. I suppose I'm a "sensitive soul" as well, because conflict and posturing among coworkers really kills my productivity and makes me want to be anywhere else.
I'm really surprised that people have written and called you egomanical, etc. There's a huge difference in being proud and self-assured in one's accomplishments versus recognition-seeking for "ego stroking." I think the authors of those posts need a good dose of maturity and some psychological counseling.
Anyway, I think I'm starting to ramble at this point, so I'll just close by saying that some of my fond memories of first being exposed to computers and learning to program involved a "Bell and Howell" all-black Apple (I or II?) and later a "signed" Woz-edition IIgs. Fun stuff!
It's also fun to look at what I've owned since then: Commodore 64, Commodore 128, Amiga 500, Amiga 3000, Mac IIvx, PowerMac 7100, and now a "beige" G3. Too bad the Amiga didn't catch on. Lots of potential there with full pre-emptive multitasking in 512K of RAM. :-)
I just wanted to write you this letter to say thank you. I'm 23 years old and have used Apple computers for ever, except for a little time with the commodore 64 and 128, and the atari, because they had cool games. Oh yeh I also used a computer called a laser it was a Apple clone of some type I think. I joke with people sometimes about how happy I was when we got our new Mac at my house and it had 2Mb of RAM and a 20 Mb hard drive and I thought what am I going to do with all this space, and know it is all about Gig and more. I design websites and I do editing for local tv commercials and corporate videos, for a company that me and my dad own together (he owns more cause he is my dad). I basically would like to tell you thanks for making the Apple I and the Apple II they were great computers and you will be glad to know I still have a working Apple IIe and have over 20 old Apple and Mac computers in storage basically for posterity and to never forget where i came from so to speak. Now I use a G3 266 for editing and I have a iMac, a 6300, a 6500,a LC 580 and a Powerbook 5300cs still going strong at my office. Wow is that iMac G3 fast compared to my LC 580 and my 6300 but I still love the slow ones, but what's slow really compared to my Mac classic storage now that's slow. I don't know if you will read this whole letter, but if you do thanks for everything you done.
P.S. I don't know how hard core a Mac user I am but I've only used one microsoft program in my life and that was because I had to in my computer lab in college, but I always go back to the best computers ever made my Apple's. Thank you for your time Matthew.
I can write a few people back, but not everybody. So far I've managed to read all my email but it gets very tough at times. I have other things that I used to do, like sleep and eat.
On a personal note, you'll go further and be more motivated because of your reason, your bias against Microsoft. A lot of people can't say exactly why they feel this way. Maybe it's just because Microsoft was overly successful selling junk, while Apple would only sell good stuff. Microsoft has learned that you don't have to make something good to sell it.